part 3

It was totally not a good sign when you happened to see drips of blood on the floor especially after a hard slam from the door. I seem to have forgotten the anger that caught in my breath, all I felt at that moment is total embarrassment. Staring at him holding his bleeding nose, I stood like a puppet with no strings attached, waiting for him to tell me what to do. The sudden freeze-hit to my mind just got me nowhere near to being smart. “Are you just gonna stand there till I bleed to death?!” his voice fires me straight on my ass. My eyes blink and snap back to reality. Clumsily, I took his hand and sit him on the bed. “I’m sorry…” I apologized sincerely and looked on the ground. “Get me the ice will ya?” he ordered in a stern manner. Slowly making my steps out from the room, I bit my lips just to stop my tears from running down my cheeks. I have to admit that I’m not a cry-baby; in fact I am really strong no matter what happened, I couldn’t figure out what makes me one at that point of time. I stood right at the center of the living room, feeling something in me so strong till it has to burst. I sat my ass hard on the hardwood floor and start weeping.

“Hey… what’s wrong?” I instantly wiped off my tears and looked away from his face. I gulped in and tried to pull my hair to cover my face. He held my shoulders with both of his hand and turned me to face him. His fingers run through my hair and slipped it behind my left ear. The touch of his warm fingers passes through my cheeks. While another hand was pulling the oversize T of to cover my thighs, only I realized that I’m wearing his jersey and without pants on. I blushed and tried to pull the T-shirt so it will extend longer. A hot rush just came and I was totally in dilemma, I looked him in the eyes and begging for something I don’t know. I closed my eyes and hope God will guide me for some reason.

They are soft and warm when they touched me on my cheek. His lips were the only thing I saw when I tried to peep. I bit and pout my lips a little and the tears start again. The next thing that came to my conscience, his lips are on mine. My lips are locked to his as he leaned forward. “I like your cute pouty lips,” he whispered and pressured his lips on mine again, harder this time.

part 2

The music played loud till I can't hear a word the bartender said. The crowd's huge just like last night. My eyes searched everywhere. No sign. I ordered couple glasses of shots and down it with one big gulp. I made my steps towards the dance floor. My body just groove with the music, eyes closed. Out of no where, someone grabbed my waist from behind and hugged me real close to his body. My eyes barely opened and as I tried to turn around, someone dragged me, I struggled trying to release myself as I felt the provoking force. My heart was beating fast. Chasing me from behind, I heard the voice of a man. I begged and yelled for help, I couldn't hear my own voice. I tried again, it's not working! The shadow's coming nearer and nearer as I ran into a dead end. He caught my neck from behind and something hammered on my head heavily.

"AHHHH!!!" I found my voice. I held my throat and tried to breathe in slowly. My palms were sweaty, tears all over my face. The next thing I knew, I was holding a pillow tight to my chest, trembling and sobbing like a baby. Something caught my attention to notice that I wasn't in my room. I jumped up the bed right away. I tried to reach my head, it hurt so bad and bandaged. I looked around, where the hell am I? I was terrified, my legs were wobbly, trying hard to breathe again. I looked into the mirror, the bandage's full of blood. There's a shirt laying on the floor with blood stain. I stepped backwards and fell on the bed.

I heard the door knob's turning. I looked around to hide, to run away. God, please, save me. I cried out loud in my heart, praying for a chance to survive. I don't want to die, not here. As it turned half way, I hid myself behind the door. As the door was slightly opened, I slammed it hard, as hard as I could put my weight on it. "Argh!" a loud voice cried. "You crazy Bbb..." before the voice could get to the last word, I found it familiar. I peeped behind the door, a guy holding his nose facing down. I bent down, tried to look at his face. "You!" I recognized the eyes from somewhere. "Yes! Me!" still holding his nose, with anger.

part 1

The night was still young in Seoul. It was nice to walk around the places and shops nearby. Unfortunately, I walked pass a club with loud music. They are playing my favourite song I love to dance to. I peeped through the entrance and the crowd was huge for a Thursday night. Since I have nothing to do while waiting for Val, I’ve decided to enjoy myself without her.

“Hite, please.” I ordered from the cute bartender. “Right up, right up!” I felt his skin over my fingertips when I grabbed the bottle over. He looked at me with his naughty and flirty eyes. “Tourist?” he asked. I nodded and stood there awkwardly. “Here, it’s on me.” he made me a pinkish drink. As I wanted to raise my head and asked he wasn’t there in the bar anymore. The crowd was huge and they were cheering for someone. “Hey Yo! Let’s give it up to our Super Underground Rapper... TOP yo!” The explosion effect of the lights just made us difficult to see who’s on the stage. The light dimmed a lil. The guy standing there is tall and... Oh my god... it’s him, the bartender.

I have to admit that I was cursed in a way. I couldn’t seem to forget last night. I tried to catch my breath from the open balcony and stretched my body. My mind was totally in its auto-pilot mode, yes, I can’t keep my mind off him. “Hey!” Val slapped my butt hard enough for me to come back to earth. “Where were you last night? I thought of hanging out with ya and have some girl talk.” I can see Val really wants to spend some time together. Since the first day we came to Seoul, she has been meeting her Korean boyfriend like for 24-7. I guess she finally feels sorry about that. “I didn’t know that you’ll be back early yesterday. So I just went out for a walk and somehow went into a club...” before I could continue, Val looked at me as if she could predict what I’m gonna say next. “Yes, I met this guy and we kinda talk?” Val and I were really close friends since kindergarten. “And??” Val’s right eyebrow rose, and that’s the gesture to show that she’s interested in all the dirty details. “Nothing actually happened.” I replied her reluctantly. “TORIA! How can you not?!” Val hit me with the pillow.

Val and I spent time shopping in Dong Dae Mun after our breakfast. There are too many stores, I didn’t know where to start from and where to stop. As I slowly walked pass the stores, and came to a place where they have really unique piece of necklace with a nice pistol pendant. Someone from behind grabbed it before I could reached it. I looked up and he was wearing a colourful cap. He handed the necklace over and made payment. He said something in Korean but I didn’t understand. “Torrie! Let’s go check that store I just went in. They have really cute Baby-Ts.” Val pushed me from behind and rushed me over to the shop opposite us. Val was happily choosing those pink Tees she’s dying for. It’s not that I’m not interested in shopping, in fact I love shopping but something’s just not right. My hands were shaking and I just couldn’t focus.

I need some fresh air! I rushed back to the hotel without Val. The song in the club that night and visions kept playing... “Torrie. Wake up.” I realised I totally passed out right after I reached the room. “Baby. I need to use the bathroom.” I jumped straight up from the bed and stared at Val. “It’s right there!” Val shouted over to a guy who has really deep voice. I got my ass up right away and hide in the wardrobe to dress myself in proper. “Torrie, this is my man that I’ve been telling you about.” Val called out over the wardrobe’s doors. As I pushed open the doors, I stopped breathing for few seconds. Tor! Come back to earth! “You!” I pointed at him but he looked at me, confused. “We met...” Val took his hand and walked straight out. “See you later Torrie, we’re going out!” she rushed away and left with her voice echoed down the hallway.